Sleepwalker

Two years ago, our family was a kind and friendly family. My family consist of  five people: my dad, my mam , my two sisters and me . Our family was been so friendly and lovely . We are three girls in  our family. Reason why my best friends and lovely people's also my sisters. My father and mother were also a happy couple, and we always spent family time together after work.
We talked about how spent our day and some of ours lovely and full of with humorous but some of ours full of with stress. If it is stressful parents gave us  advice. As I'm little and spoilt child of my family so they all cared about me and listened all my words even unnecessary ones. And not only mine but also all's. But I don't know what's up to our family they all busy with their own job. And it looks like they all forgot about me . I felt  I'm not a family member. It made me feel  lonely myself and I was living as if in the dark. Honestly I really bothered and something happaned my daily life. At the last days I saw so terrify dreams and during my sleeping I was walking or made injury to my body , hands ect.
It really made me afraid and think about that I'm extra in my family and there are different kind of voices which never leave me alone. Such as you have to die.

    Finally I suggested to tell about my problems to my parents. Firstly I went to dad but he said after finishing my work than speak but dad's job never finished after being a boss.

 I went near to mam and she was busy with dinner so said please darling later.

                 

         Two of my sisters also like this they have new friend called phone and never take it off. Eventhough this kind of acts.

       I'm not defeated . I try to collect all my family for together dinner. Oh no all make me upset I couldn't do I'm  really tired what should I  do.  I run into my room, cried a lot and slipped. 

And I don't know it was a dream or real I'm standing near my window. And there are beautiful, white,  blue and tidy clouds. It was an amazing. There is a voice " jump" jump". My legs don't want to move but the voice really  strong than I jumped. I felt so light and independent It is the unforgettable emotional feelings. When I reached the earth all of my body ached badly.

On the morning I opened my I eyes in hospital. I firstly saw my family members than doktors. They said that I slept for one month because of damage of my head but nothing more injuries. Doktors really in shock cos none of body part broken. I think God saved me in his hand. That is true. Thank goodness. After recovering doktor made a conversation with me and parents. I told all of my history and illness and what happened to me. During the conversation doktor seldom seldom with angry face  looked at parents as if this is their fault. Mam without stopping cried and dad in shock. I went out with nurse.I don't know what were they speaking about but when they came they said I'm special one for them and apologized for their all of them. And promised be real and lovely family as before.

 Since that my family changed even better before one . We are so happy. Parents with us and even sisters ' went out from virtual life to real one. At that time I felt myself as if I'm on the top of the world and over the moon.
  It was found that I'm sleepwalker person. So parents made one room with my sister's in order look after me and it is reallly liked me . But after that my illness don't disturb such a lot of time. It happens sometimes. But I have to say that there is no any kind of voices.
 One more thing nowadays I'm healthy human because of God saved me at that time without any kind of bad ijures. Love you God thanks for allll.
  I want to ask from parents and family members please be kind and  take care each of your lovely person and never leave them alone don't forget when you loose them it will be really bad and hurtful dears.........